Sometimes You Have To Lose.

"I hope so too." John muttered.

Torrie's eyes turned to the paint sets, the brushes and the designs on the table.

"I can't seem to even put it away" Torrie muttered as she looked at it.

"Can you?" Torrie asked turning back to John seeing the hurt reflect in John's eyes.

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Randy sat down next to Katie as she cuddled a pillow. She kept remembering what Sarah had done for her, getting John to buy her dress using her sweet charm.

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"I miss her so much Rach" Kayla muttered as she had tears fall down from her eyes.

"Just leave it, she'll want to use it when she comes back." John said.

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"She gets John to by my wedding dress and what do I do? I come up here for two minutes, enough time to let Sarah call social services." Katie said with tears rolling down her cheeks.

Torrie shook her head before it lowered down.

"She's not coming back, John" Torrie muttered.

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"Shh it's not your fault, Sarah's only little she thought everything was her fault but she'll be okay, she's strong little girl" Randy spoke as he cradled Katie in his arms.

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The woman held Sarah's hand, as she brought her to a single room. "There you go, sweetie," She said, Sarah just walked slowly before she just stood there and said nothing.

"Yes she is!" John yelled.

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"Randy I was supposed to watch her and I didn't. John trusted me and I let him down." Katie said.

"John, she's gone she's not gonna back to us...." Torrie muttered with no hope, or faith in her words.

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"You haven't, we'll get back all of us one big family somehow we'll get back" Randy spoke as he gently stroked her hair.

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Kayla touched Sarah's teddy as she sat on her bed. "I hate Joey for what he's done" She muttered to Rachel.

"How do you know that will happen?" Katie asked.

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"Torrie it's not helping that you don't have any faith!" John yelled.

"Well look around! she's gone! she felt that so confused, unloved that she rung up to be taken away from ys!" Torrie yelled back in tears as she and John agrued.

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"Because we love her very much, we'll do everything to get her back" Randy muttered.

Katie held onto Randy.

"I'm so glad I have you Randy." Katie said.

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"So you're just going to give up about getting her back?!" John yelled.

Torrie looked at John.

"Well everything else just falls apart! I can't deal with this...first the baby..then Sarah" Torrie shouted before she slid down the wall crying.

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"You'll always have me" Randy muttered gently.

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Sarah just laid down on the bed, with tears in her eyes as she felt afraid as she laid all alone.

Katie lied her head on Randy's chest.

"You'll always have me too." Katie said.

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"Well I don't know about you but I'm not going to sit here crying all day. I'm going to go get Sarah." John said.

Torrie followed John into the hallway.

"What's that gonna do? you'll get arrested that's really gonna help Sarah isn't it" Torrie asked.

"I don't care, I'm not leaving her...in that place..." John said, as he felt the pain in his midsection but Sarah was more important.

"We can't just go there John, and grab her it's not how it works" Torrie spoke.

"We can't even go near her either, all it's gonna do is get us in trouble" Torrie said, John slammed the front door and just went upstairs while Torrie just watched on helplessly.

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"Come on, Torrie and John may not be able too but we can" Randy spoke taking Katie's hand.

"Are you talking about going down there and getting Sarah ourselves?" Katie asked.

Torrie walked upstairs, she didn't mean to agrue with John but she really didn't see how any of this could work out.

John sat down on the bed, and just held Sarah's teddy bear in his hands as he felt his heart break.

"Please come home Sarah." John muttered.

Torrie looked from the hallway as she watched John hold the teddy bear.

"I shouldn't have let them take her," John muttered.

"There was nothing you could have done" Torrie muttered softly.

"Yes there was." John said.

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"Seriously Randy what are you planning?" Katie asked.

Torrie looked at John, before he dropped the teddy bear before his lowered his head in his hands. Torrie kneeled down by John and just hugged him close.

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Randy sighed. "I don't know, we could just make it ten times worse," Randy muttered as he sat back down.

"Or ten times better." Katie said with a smile before she grabbed Randy's keys from his coat pocket then ran out the front door.

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"I need Sarah back." John muttered with emotion in his voice.

"Katie," Randy ran after her.

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Torrie just leaned her head on John's lap. "I know honey, I do too" Torrie muttered. Kayla came in, to see John and Torrie together.

"...I know I'm grounded, but..I miss Sarah" Kayla said with tears in her eyes.

"I know honey, we're not mad come here" Torrie said, Kayla walked over and leaned on John's shoulder as they all just thought of the one little girl they all missed deeply.

"It seems so weird without her," Kayla spoke gently.

Katie got into the driver's seat of the hummer then started it.

"I'm driving this damn thing and getting Sarah so if you want to help us get in the car." Katie said.

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"I agree." John said.

Randy sighed and got in the car.

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Kayla just closed her eyes and leaned her head on John's shoulder while Torrie kneeled on him. Joey came in and just stood there.

"We're getting Sarah back aren't we?" Joey asked.

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Katie backed out of the driveway then started speeding down the road.

"Do you even want her back?" Kayla said as she glared at him.

John and Torrie knew that they all need to stick together if there's anyway getting Sarah to come home.

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Sarah opened her eyes as she laid on the bed, with a scared look in her eyes as she softly whimpered not knowing what she did wrong, she felt so lost she didn't know where she belonged.

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"Katie slow down," Randy spoke.