Sometimes You Have To Lose.

Torrie stopped John holding unto his hand.

"John we can't, go near her you'll be arrested and how's that gonna help her" Torrie muttered with tears.

Kayla just lowered her head down as she cried before she went upstairs to see Joey.

Joey was just holding unto a small ball.

"Proud of yourself?" Kayla asked in his door.

"Go away!" Joey yelled.

"Why? so you can be your own in guilt"

"I don't feel guiltly I'm glad the little brat is gone," Joey lied.

"No you're not, you're just punishing mom and dad and you didn't even think about how Sarah would feel" Kayla said.

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Torrie looked at the bear in John's hand. "They've forgotten him," Torrie muttered while she touched the bear leaning on John's shoulder.

"Shut up Kayla." Joey said as he picked up the picture of Sarah and him and secretly put it in his pocket.

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"We'll get her back, don't worry Torrie." John said.

"Fine, I just hope you're happy for what you've done, have any idea how scared Sarah must be right now?" Kayla snapped.

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Torrie touched the teddy bear softly.

"I can't do this, she's our little girl and I'm not gonna let her by away from us" Torrie spoke as she made her way to the door.

"Torrie, don't worry" Katie tried to say but Randy kept her in his arms knowing she felt guilty.

"I don't care." Joey lied.

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"Torrie it won't help if you go down there. I'll go." Katie said.

"It's my fault this happened." Katie muttered.

Torrie just stopped, stared at the pouring rain.

"It's just all a mess," Torrie muttered as she started to cry.

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"Damn it! you jerk! she's 6 years old! she heard what she said and now look she's gone!" Kayla shouted at Joey.

"Kayla go away!" Joey yelled as he stared at the wall with hidden tears in his eyes.

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Katie struggled in Randy's arms.

"Randy let me go, I'm going down there and fixing what I did." Katie said.

"Don't you even care? what about Mom...dad...me SARAH YOU JERK!" Kayla screamed at him.

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"John, I need her back" Torrie muttered as she just watched the rain pour down from the night sky.

"We'll get her back." John said softly as he put his arms around Torrie.

Torrie leaned closer to John as he tightened his grip around her as she cried. John's blue eyes were full of tears but he did his best to be strong for Torrie but he missed Sarah deeply.

"I want her back, I want her in my arms...how could...she do this?" Torrie muttered while John just continued to hold her, a tear fell down from her eyes while he cuddled Torrie.

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"Well I just hope that whatever you wanted to do, that's hurt Sarah well contragulations Joey you did it" Kayla spoke with hatred in her eyes for her brother.

"I didn't mean to hurt her so much." Joey muttered.

Kayla just stared at him. "Well you did, I hope you can live with yourself what you've done, imagine if you were in that place" Kayla said before she left.

She walked before she sat on Sarah's bed and started to cry.

Joey just sat there with his back against the wall thinking what he's done.

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Torrie just cuddled Mr Cuddles, before she went into the kitchen to see paint pallets on the table it only made her sit down and cry.

Rachel came upstairs and passed Joey's room then went into Sarah's to see Kayla. She went over to her best friend and hugged her.

"Sarah will be back soon." Rachel said.

Kayla let a few tears fall from her eyes as she leaned on her best friend's shoulder.

"She must be so scared..." She muttered.

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Torrie just touched the red fine paint brush before she felt John kneel down by her.

"It feels so weird without her," Torrie muttered softly.

"There has to be a way to get her back." Rachel said.

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John just leaned againest a wall and sighed.

Torrie just picked up the paint brush and just brushed it gently on a picture that Sarah was painting.

John leaned his head back, feeling like something in him was missing he didn't see her, he didn't hear her and he didn't feel his precious little girl.

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"What if she don't want to come back?" Kayla muttered with fear in her eyes.

"She will, don't worry." Rachel said.

"I wouldn't mind what she was doing, because she'll be here...I bet you wouldn't mind if she painted over your work would you?" Torrie asked softly.

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"You don't know that, She may be Dave's but she's my sister! and that jerk of a brother of mine drove her away" Kayla said with tears.

John shook his head.

"No I wouldn't." John said.

Torrie just grinned faintly, through her teary eyes. She looked at John. " John are you alright?" Torrie asked.

John nodded with tears in his eyes.

"Yeah I am." John lied.

Torrie looked at John, before she got up from the table and gently hugged him knowing it's killing him too.

John held onto Torrie.

"We have to get her back." John muttered.

"I know, I just hope she knows how much we love her," Torrie spoke with tears in her eyes while her hands were on his forearms.