Sometimes You Have To Lose.

Torrie looked at John, until a beautiful went across her face.

"You know this is the longest time we have...spend together" Torrie spoke as she lied right beside John.

John nodded.

"It has and I've missed just belong with you alone." John said.

Torrie lightly smiled.

"Yeah, me too when you're not here I just want your touch," Torrie muttered the truth shining from her eyes.

John stared at Torrie.

"So do you still want to go on that trip, just the two of us?" John asked.

"Most definitely!" Torrie spoke, as she eyes grew with excitement.

John chuckled as he sat up, still with his arm on Torrie.

"But where should we go? All I need is you, sun, water and shopping centre" Torrie said as she giggled.

"How about Rome?" John asked.

Torrie's eyes lit up like a bright star.

"Rome! that would be amazing! Just us in the romantic city it will just be breathtaking" Torrie spoke as she cuddled back into John's arms.

John smiled.

"Then Rome it is. When do you want to leave?" John asked.

"Whenever you can get time off work, I was thinking beginning of June" Torrie spoke as she smiled at John.

"We could go in two days. I talked with Vince and I'm getting two weeks off starting in two days." John said.

Torrie's green eyes lit up even more, with happiness.

"Oh my god!" She beamed before she knocked John back down on the bed and got on top of him, gave him a kiss after she had fluttered with happiness.

John chuckled.

"I'm guessing you're really happy." John said.

Torrie's smile grew on her face, as the emotion stayed in her eyes but all she needed was John to make her smile again.

Torrie felt John's power lie her back down on the bed before she hovered over his hot, muscular body.

"I'm extremely happy," Torrie spoke, before she gently kissed John and touched the bottom of John's shirt.

John put his arms around Torrie as he kissed her back.

Torrie felt John's kiss enter her mouth as she jilted her back a little, and then flicked her blonde hair still connected to the kiss, just loving to be in his arms after the most heartbreak she had felt in a long time.

"I truly love you with all my heart," Torrie muttered as she looked into John's crystal blue eyes.

John smiled at Torrie as he looked into her beautiful eyes.

"I love you too, with all my heart." John said.

A sweet smile went across her face.

"I love you, too" Torrie spoke, as her fingers gripped unto John's black shirt.

John smiled at Torrie.

"I can't wait to go to Rome with you." John said.

"Me neither," Torrie spoke as she smiled.

John felt his shirt being lifted and he thought maybe for Torrie it was way too soon.

"What's wrong?" Torrie asked seeing his expression change.

John took Torrie's hand off his shirt and looked at her.

"Don't you think it might be too soon?" John asked.

"What do you mean?" Torrie asked.

"Don't you think it's too soon to have sex?" John asked.

Torrie looked at John, and answered him with a kiss.

"No," Torrie spoke as she continued to kiss John but he didn't feel right after what they had been through.

John pulled away from Torrie.

"I just don't feel ready for it." John said.

"Ready? John we're not teenagers anymore we've had sex before...hello that's why Kayla, Joey and..our kids were made" Torrie spoke as she pulled John back down by his shirt.