Sometimes You Have To Lose.

"Because this is not my fault and you know it. You're just lashing out." John said before he slid down on the wall from the pain in his midsection.

Torrie looked at John.

"I'm not lashing out, I'm finally seeing everything clearly and I realised you're the one that's to blame for all the tears I cried, for all the heartbreak" Torrie spoke, not caring John was in pain right now.

"No I'm not." John muttered as he tried to breathe normally.

"Yes you are," Torrie spoke.

John slowly got back to his feet, feeling his heart thump twice as fast in his chest sending a sharp pain through him. "No, just...stop" John muttered.

"I used to love you, but when I look at you It's not love anymore I hate you for what you've done" Torrie spoke with tears in her eyes.

"I didn't...do...anything." John muttered.

"Yes you did" Torrie spoke.

John shook his head, before he lowered his eyes for a moment "No I didn't just...stop" John said as struggled to breathe without his insides piercing like a bullet.

"Why? you can keep you're saying your not to blame but you know you are...you know that if just thought about someone other yourself this wouldn't have happened" Torrie snapped.

"No, No just stop! for god sake..I'm sorry!" John yelled feeling his knees start to buckle.

"It's too late" Torrie spoke.

"Will you please stop talking like that?" John asked as he started to feel weak.

"I want you to leave,"

"I know what you're trying..to do, you're trying to hurt me so I'll walk away but I'm not gonna leave you" John muttered, as he tried his best to stand up on his two feet.

"GET OUT!" Torrie screamed "Leave me! like you did before!" She screamed.

"No!" John yelled.

"Go away!" Torrie shouted. "I hate you! for what you've done you're the reason why the baby died!" Torrie lashed out.

"No, No stop, just please stop!" John yelled before he slid down the wall, lowering his head a moment later as he started to cry.

Torrie just looked at him.

"I'm sorry...it's all my fault.." John muttered, with tears in his blue eyes.

Torrie just lowered her head down.

"I'm sorry!" John cried as he just started at the floor.

Torrie's green eyes looked at John, the anger just faded away when she saw John cry. She knew she had gone right over the line.

"I'm..so sorry...Torrie, I didn't mean...for this to happen" John muttered.

Torrie just stared at him, feeling the tears rising in her eyes. John got to his feet slowly, before a very sharp pain shoot through John's midsection forcing his vision to black out.

"John.." Torrie muttered.

John collapsed back down to the floor.

Torrie's eyes widened with tears, she screamed as she watched John collapse to the floor after their fight. Torrie then remembered the state John was in the first place.

"John!" Torrie ran over, and kneeled down by his fallen body.

Torrie's head lowered down, before she shook his shoulder but he just laid there.

John just lied on the floor after facing all the pain and the hurt.

Torrie looked at John, with tears immediately falling down from her eyes as she felt the regret pierce within her body.

"I'm..." Torrie went on to say something but then she noticed, something as he laid there on his front, his back didn't mobe even slightly showing Torrie he wasn't breathing.

"Oh god!" Torrie gasped with fear. "John wake up, breathe" Torrie pleaded but he wouldn't move.

John didn't move an inch as he lied on the floor.

Torrie's right hand went around her mouth, as her eyes crunched slightly with the tears falling from her beautiful green eyes.

Torrie used all her strength she had within her, and put her right hand on John's shoulder with her body shaking slightly she turned John over so he would lie on his back.

She just looked at John frozen, she touched his limb hand but he wouldn't grasp back or anything.

"Oh my god, John I'm so sorry I didn't...mean anything I said" Torrie muttered as she cried

John's chest finally started to rise up and down slowly.

Torrie looked at John.

"Just breathe John," Torrie muttered, he continued to breathe faintly before it just stopped his body remained motionless.

"Oh god," Torrie muttered as a single tear fell down from her eyes while she stared at John, seeing his lifeless body in front of her.

Torrie leaned over John's face, she rubbed his right cheek gently before she gently kissed him kneeling beside his broken, fallen body.

John's chest again started to go up and down after the kiss.

Torrie's eyelashes lowered, with tears falling down from her eyes but at least he's breathing.

"John, I don't..know if you can hear me I'm sorry, I don't hate you...I love you with all my heart" Torrie muttered with tears as she put her hand underneath John's head so he wasn't on the floor but in her arms.

John was still unconscious as he lied in Torrie's arms.

Torrie just kneeled there, before she brought John closer as her eyes closed, making tears fall down from her eyes with a small yelp feeling his limb body against hers.

Torrie lowered her head down, before she ran her fingers through his brown hair. "I'm...so...sorry" Torrie muttered ever so softly after her anger had hurt John to a point he couldn't stand anymore.

A couple minutes later John moaned softy.