Sometimes You Have To Lose.

John went over to Torrie then gently stroked her hair.

Torrie's head turned to John, before she leaned her head on his chest as the tears fell down from her eyes.

"It's okay sweetie, we'll take a trip to where ever you want and clear out minds for a week or two." John said.

"But it's not...gonna change anything is it?" Torrie muttered through her tears as she kept her head on John's chest.

"Tor we can always have another baby." John muttered.

"What? No" Torrie spoke.

"No more babies, because obviously I can't keep them" Torrie cried before she ran upstairs leaving John on the sofa, he didn't know what to say or what to do right now.

Torrie just sat on the 5 step before she leaned her head on wall, putting her arm around her midsection.

John sighed not knowing what to do. He thought of following Torrie but there was no way he could say something to make anything better.

Torrie stayed there on the step, before a single tear fell down from her green eyes. She wanted John to comfort her, but she also didn't think it's gonna be okay.

John looked at Lucky.

"Luck what am I going to do?" John asked.


(haha one of my dog's name is Lucky.)

The cute puppy's head just leaned on John's legs as Cena let out a deep breath, stretching his ribs for a moment he then thought what could have been cause.

Big Show's attack on him.

Torrie just closed her eyes as she listened to her ipod on the stairs. Tears streamed down from her eyes as she listened to "I miss You" by Miley Myrus.

(Haha! My puppy golden labardor was called that) lol. I love the name for a dog lol.

John gently petted the dog as he was thinking.


(When I got Lucky she was abandoned before we had her and now my family and I spoil her like crazy so Lucky is a great name for her.

Lucky turned his head to the door, signalling for John to go and see Torrie even if she pushes him away he's got to continue to be there for her.

"Wow aren't you a smart dog" John muttered while Lucky just leaned his head on John's knee giving him the puppy dog eyes.

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Aww! so cute, I never understand why people abandon dogs, one time working back from work I found a white kitty in a box tiny, fragile in alley way. I took it home, and kept it called it Snow.

John got up then went up the stairs to Torrie.

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There's this commercial on tv that always makes me cry. It's a commercial for the ASPCA, it's an organization to help with animals who have been abandoned and beaten. It always kills me to see animals being treated so poorly.

Torrie's head was down as she had her fingertips in her blonde hair.

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I know! that makes me cry as well esp in the UK version when they saw the animals up close and personal and then they like have animals if they can talk I'm like balling in tears.

"Torrie." John muttered.

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Once the commercial showed a cat with one eye and I was in tears. I can't believe how cruel some people can be to animals and they are seriously so loyal and loving to their owners, it's so unbelievable.

Torrie just kept her head down as she sat there, with her back slightly shaking as she cried silently over the heartbreak.

John hugged Torrie and gently rubbed her back.

Torrie got out of John's embrace, and walked up the rest of the upstairs leaving John there.

"Torrie!" John yelled.

Torrie just stopped before she carried on walking wanting to be alone.

"Torrie you can't just not talk to me." John said.

Torrie walked into the bedroom, with John following.

"I'm going for a lie down," Torrie muttered before she lied down on the bed not saying a word.

"Torrie, please will you just talk to me?" John pleaded.

"Why? so you can say it's all gonna be alright even though it's gonna be, the baby is still gonna be dead no matter what you say" Torrie muttered staring at the wall in front of her.

"Tor you can't just lie here and cry." John said.

Torrie's eyes blinked for a moment.

"I can, you take over and try not screw everthing up like you screw everything else up" Torrie spoke harshly.

"Excuse me?" John asked a little offended.