Sometimes You Have To Lose.

John looked at Torrie as she continued to sing.

Torrie continued to sing as she stared sweetly at John.

"You okay?" Torrie asked, since John's eyes had closed.

"Yeah keep going, I like the song when you're singing it" John spoke, Torrie smiled before she started to sing the song again.

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Somebody's you're going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoaaa Ohwaoooh

Torrie's voice faded softly, before a sweet smile shone on her face. But a second later, Torrie just ended up crying.

John's eyes opened.

"What's wrong Tor?" John asked as he sat up.

Torrie lowered her head on the bed before her back shook with tears wanting for John to hold her.

John hugged Torrie.

"It's okay sweetie." John said.

Torrie just continued to cry, as she held on to tight to John's shoulder.

"Hey, hey shh" John spoke.

One thing that always calm down Torrie no matter what was when John ran his fingers through her blonde hair.

Torrie's back just shuddered as she continued to cry.

John gently started stroking Torrie's hair.

Torrie just kept her head lowered down as she cried.

"It's going to be okay." John said.

"You....don't...know that" Torrie spoke as she cried, keeping her head down.

"Yes I do because we're both strong enough to make it okay." John said.

"I'm..not strong, I can't even...keep a baby..." Torrie muttered through her heartbreak.

"Yes you can Tor, if you couldn't we wouldn't have Kayla, Joey, or Sarah." John said.

Torrie just stared at John before she just covered her mouth as she cried.

"Torrie it will be okay." John said.

Torrie just kept her head lowered down, as she cried over what had happened today. She really needed John to just hold her not just say it's gonna be okay for her to believe it.

John held Torrie tightly in his arms.

Torrie just latched onto John, before she kneeled up so John could hold her more. Torrie lowered her head down, holding on tight to John's shirt as she let out all the emotion she had kept in.

"Shh, shh... honey" Torrie heard John gently mutter as he ran his fingers through Torrie's blonde hair.

"I do..n't know If I can be strong John, I feel...so alone...and scared...." Torrie stuttered in her tears.

"I feel so alone, I don't know what to do?" Torrie muttered as a single tear fell down from her eyes.

Torrie just latched onto John, before she kneeled up so John could hold her more. Torrie lowered her head down, holding on tight to John's shirt as she let out all the emotion she had kept in.

"Shh, shh... honey" Torrie heard John gently mutter as he ran his fingers through Torrie's blonde hair.

"I do..n't know If I can be strong John, I feel...so alone...and scared...." Torrie stuttered with tears falling from her eyes while John did all he could to comfort her.

"You're not alone, trust me you're not alone." John said.

"But I feel it" Torrie muttered putting her fist on her chest, as she turned away crying.

"I know but as long as I'm alive you're never alone." John said.

Torrie kept her head turned the other way as she looked at the floor, with tears falling from eyes.

"You're never alone Tor, trust me." John said.