Breaking Inside (Randy tells Katie)

"Tor?" John asked softly.

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"Do you want some ice cream? It's helps when you're depressed." Katie muttered.

Torrie didn't answer she just laid there motionless.

"Wow I never thought would actually work" Shawn spoke.

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"No I'm good thanks" Randy spoke.

John looked at the trainer.

"Just take her to the hospital." John said.

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Katie put a big scoop of ice cream in her mouth.

"Why did you lie to me?" Katie asked.

The doctor nodded before John gently picked Torrie up and placed her down on the stretcher while she laid there unconscious.

"What happened?"

John felt his blue eyes darken at Shawn's question "Katie" He spoke.

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"I don't know, I just didn't want to...lose you...I never meant to blame it on Torrie it just happened" Randy muttered.

"Katie?" Shawn asked.

"Randy lied to her about kissing Torrie and she attacked Torrie." John said.

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"You should have just told me, I took you back before didn't I?" Katie asked.

"Oh my god....what did she do?" Shawn asked, while the paramedics strapped Torrie to the stretcher while she laid there motionless.

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"Well yes, but after what happened I thought we'd be over for good...I just didn't think you would...snap at Torrie like that...what if she can't walk again?" Randy asked softly.

"She attacked Torrie's back and hurt it pretty bad." John said.

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"I know! I know Randy because that's all I can think about! What if Torrie can't walk after that? I will never forgive myself and I'll never forgive you if she can't." Katie said.

Shawn just stared at Torrie with worry in his eyes. While John stayed by her side.

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Randy just stared outside the window not knowing what to say to make it any better.

John held Torrie's hand as she was taken out of the arena.

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"Randy do you even love me? Really really love me? Because I'm not sure with all of your actions." Katie said.

Torrie laid on the stretcher unconscious while John stayed by her side every step of the way.

"Come on quickly," a Paramedic spoke before he pushed into the ambulance.

"Sir?" Another said while John just stared at Torrie praying to god she'll be okay

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"Yes, of course..I do" Randy spoke.

"Yeah?" John asked.

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"Then why do you keep hurting me?" Katie asked.

"I wish I could cry right now to show you how bad it hurts but I can't because I think I've cried all the tears my body has today." Katie said.

"You coming with her?" He asked.

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"I don't know, I hurt people Katie that's what I do" Randy spoke as he sighed.

"Yes, I'm not leaving her side." John said.

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Katie walked over to Randy.

"Then stop! You keep hurting me and hurting me and Randy I keep giving you chances to be with me again but Randy if you keep hurting me then one of these days I'm going to leave and...never come back." Katie said.

"It'll be just like before, I'll take our son with me because I can't let you influence him with your mistakes." Katie said.

"Well come in quickly," The paramedic spoke.

John got in quickly then held Torrie's hand.

Torrie just laid unconscious on the stretcher after she had been seriously beaten up by her own best friend.

"I'm serious Randy if you really love me and Robby then you won't hurt me again because I won't get off the plane next time, I'll be gone." Katie said.

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"Torrie please be okay." John pleaded.

Torrie heard John but she didn't, even couldn't find any strength to do anything.

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"I won't, I promise.." Randy muttered.

"I hope you won't because I don't want Robby to lose his father." Katie said.

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"Torrie I love you." John muttered.

Torrie just remained motionless, not even her hand moved because she had no strength left within her.

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"I won't! I swear to you! Please forgive me! please!" Randy got down on his knees and hugged Katie's legs.

Katie gulped as she put her hands on the back of Randy's head.

"Randy I told you it's going to take a lot for me to forgive you, I just can't forgive you so quickly this time." Katie said.

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"Hurry up!" John yelled at the driver.

"We're going as fast as we can," The paramedic spoke driving the Boise Belle to the hospital.

Torrie's hand slightly moved.

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"I know, I know...but as long as you stay here I promise I will never hurt you again" Randy spoke with emotion in his voice.

"How am I supposed to believe that?" Katie asked.

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John looked down.

"Tor it's okay I'm right here." John muttered.

Torrie's hand moved slightly again before weakily squeezed John's hand.

"That's it Tor, you're going to be okay." John said.

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Katie stared at Randy before a song by Sugarland pomped into her head then started to sing a part of it and changed a little bit of it.

I used to believe in us
When times got tough
Lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough

But if you can look in my eyes
And tell me we'll be alright
If you promise never to hurt me you just might make
Oh, you just might make me
You just might make me believe