Not What It Used To Be

"That bitch." John said as anger filled his body.

"I can't believe it was Trish that said it, I can handle Kelly, even Candi calling me that but...Trish.." Torrie cried.

"Don't listen, she's obviously has a cold heart now and doesn't care so you shouldn't care about her." John said.

"She may be able to walk away from our friendship and forget everything I can't do that John I don't live my life like that" Torrie spoke.

"I just don't understand John, after everything I've done for her, I was there for at the most darkest time of her life, I lost our baby because I saved her I gave up my son for her! Torrie said as she let the emotion out of her eyes.

John hugged Torrie tightly.

"I know Tor." John said.

"I just..don't understand...why has she done this? I thought we would be friends forever" Torrie spoke as she leaned on John's chest.

"I just..don't understand...why has she done this? I thought we would be friends forever" Torrie spoke as she leaned on John's chest.

She felt John's fingers through her blonde silk curls.

"I thought any of the other girls we would break apart, but not Trish" Torrie muttered softly.

"Tor, don't hurt yourself over it okay" John spoke.

"But I feel so alone..." Torrie muttered as she lowered her head down in front of John.

"Tor you're not alone. You have me and your other friends." John said.

"You don't need Trish." John said.

Torrie looked at John before she slightly smiled.

"Thank god I'll always have you," Torrie spoke as she leaned closer on John's chest.

"Don't worry Tor you're never alone as along as I'm alive." John said.

Torrie smiled before she kissed John.

"Torrie," She heard her name, she turned around and saw Trish stand there.

John glared at Trish.

"I suggest you leave." John said.

"Trish whatever I did I'm so sorry...please.." Torrie pleaded.

While she talked Trish just took off the friendship bracelet she was given by Torrie a long, long time ago.

Trish threw the bracelet on the floor then stepped on it.

"I don't want to wear trash." Trish said as she glared at Torrie.

She looked the snatched her bag from Torrie.

"I've decided to hand deliver this myself, I want to see the looks on Rachel's and Randy's faces when I give them all of this crap." Trish said.

Torrie's eyes just grew with tears as she lowered her head down.

"Trish...why are you doing this?£" Torrie spoke in tears, while John just stared at Trish with a glare since Torrie was in tears.

"Because Torrie you're a spoiled bitch who always gets what she wants and if she doesn't she goes crazy over it." Trish said.

"I hope John leaves you one day." Trish said.

"You shut the hell up. I would never leave Torrie." John said with anger in his voice.

"How can you say this?" Torrie spoke in tears.

"I have gone to end of the earth for you, I've always been there for you...this is me Trish...how can you say this?" Torrie muttered.

"Because it's the truth Torrie." Trish said.

"Maybe I should get depressed again just so something can fall on you and kill that baby. I doubt that kid that was in you before was John's and I highly doubt the baby you're carrying now is his too." Trish said.

Torrie just stood there in tears.

"Stop it, you don't mean that it's John's baby what I did was a mistake" Torrie spoke.

"And it proves how much of a slut you are." Trish said.

John glared at Trish.

"You had better shut the fuck up!" John yelled as he stood a step forward.

"John don't she don't mean it, I know you Trish you can say what you want but I know that's not how you feel" Torrie spoke, blinking with tears.

"Yes it is." Trish said before she slapped Torrie.

Torrie just turned her head away, before she held her hair with a heartbroken look across her face.

"What did I ever do!" Torrie shouted.

"Torrie you didn't do anything." John said.

"Yes she did. She wasted years of my life being her best friend." Trish said before she turned to walk away.

Torrie grew furious.

"I'm the spiteful bitch? what about you? I did everything for you! when Randy and Kelly went out I was there for you! I gave you my son for christ's sake! I sacrifriced myself for you! even when I was half dead it was me that got Randy back with you!" Torrie shouted at Trish with tears.