Strength Within Fading.

We were both young when I first saw you.

While she stood alone in a big room, with nothing but four walls for company. Torrie Wilson Cena listened to the song on her ipod trying to take her mind off what had happened over the few months.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase

While she listened to the lyrics, Torrie brushed back her blonde hair from her brow with her eyes full of emotion. She tried her uttermost hardest to be strong, but after John had been in the frame for his Ex's death everything had just fallen apart, and the rain just poured on her more than ever before.

Standing in her black sweats, with a strip of glitter around the waist line, with her red with a tint of gold Cenatation tank top with a white fleece undone. She flicked her blonde hair before she saw a black punching bag in her view so she walked over it.

Begging you please don't go....With tears in her eyes Torrie took out her aggression, all emotion at the punching bag.

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

John's her world, her fairytale...everything felt right when he's around. She knew exactly where she belonged, with him from her heart she knew that and now...everything just seemed to slowly fall to pieces for the Boise Belle.

Torrie felt herself break, as the tears streamed down from her eyes. She leaned forward on the black bag before she slowly fell down to the floor in tears. She didn't realise someone had seen her, feeling to her knees in heartbreak.

Torrie continued to cry alone on the floor, with no comfort no nothing. She didn't feel John anywhere near her, so all she was left to do is cry as the walls continued to tumble down.

She tried to tell herself her heart won't crumble, it won't fall because she had to be strong but being torn away from John her heart felt like it had been literally broke in half.

She then heard a soft mutter. "Torrie..." From an friend, something Torrie needed right now.

"Anyone?"

Katie walked over to Torrie and looked at her.

"Torrie? Are you okay?" Katie asked.

Torrie just nodded her head, before she sat on the mat against the wall.

"I'm fine," She muttered.

"You don't look fine." Katie said as she sat down next to Torrie.

Torrie just perked her head up and stared at the wall. She sniffled before she wiped underneath her eyes with the bottom tip of her finger nail.

"Well when your marriage is torn apart, your husband in the frame of murder kind of hard to stay strong and not crumble" Torrie spoke.

"I'm so sorry, I can't imagine what you're going through." Katie said with sympathy in her eyes.

Torrie blew out a breath.

"I'm just doing my best to try keep myself strong, it's just so hard" Torrie spoke to Katie.

"I know it is but it will be okay soon. I don't know John too well but I doubt he would ever kill someone." Katie said.

Torrie looked at Katie, before she felt tears of fury in her eyes.

"He didn't! He wouldn't Katie! I know more than anyone else in this world!" Torrie snapped, not at Katie just out loud she kicked the punching bag so hard it made a hole in the wall.

"Shit, Tor calm down." Katie said.

Torrie just breathed out deeply, as she felt the soft wind from the fan on the side.

"Calm down? how can I calm down I just can't believe any of this has happened" Torrie spoke to Katie while her locks shimmered off her shoulders.

"I know but if you keep making holes in the wall you might get kicked out of the gym." Katie said.

Torrie's eyes turned to hole in the wall. Seconds later, she fell down to her knees in tears not able to stand on her own anymore.