A Perfect Wedding In Hawaii (Everyone is welcome to join)

Yes I do Torrie but except in the past I went through so much worse then you did when it came to waiting. John didn't die now did he?" Katie asked as she started to walk away.

"You went through worse! Huh! you think so? trust Katie you have not go through what I have....I've watched John's heart stop, I've had one of my own daughters think I didn't love her and these people take her away....Kayla's been knocked over, I've been destoryed, nearly dead, I lost my memory I almost lost John...and no he didn't die but...one day he will I'm terrfied of that!" Torrie shouted.

Katie turned back around, as she looked at her best friend.

"But did you actually think? of anyone else?....You didn't know Trish like I did...okay she wasn't always like that! we were so close and today I watched her, in despair...point a gun at me...and shoot my husband...and that tears me apart inside" Torrie spoke with emotion in her eyes.

Katie continued to stand there, feeling sorry for Torrie as she spoke.

"Okay I don't want to damn spotlight, I'm so happy for you and Randy but I can't help but feel this way I'm tramatised Katie! all I want to do is run, as fast I can to the middle of nowhere because everything I do...everything I touch fades...and soon I feel like everything is just gonna fall on me and I'll have nothing, no one" Torrie spoke, as she had tears falling down from her eyes.

"Torrie..."

"I felt so scared today, and I'm still here....I wouldn't let you down but I felt like everything was gonna be lost...and I actually let my heart believe that I was gonna lose John...today and do you know how scary that is?"

Katie lowered her head down.

"To lose the one you breathe for, the one that you always turn too...and I was terrfied that if I lost John who else would I turn too...Katie! Huh?! you tell me what am I suppposed to do! all you care about is your wedding! you don't care John has been shot, you don't care that Lauren Sky is a troubled teenager as long you have your fancy wedding and as long as you have your precious fricking Randy Orton! Well contragulations Katie because you've got him now!" Torrie yelled at her.

"But that's all you have..."

"Torrie...what are you saying?"

"Just like Trish, this friendship is done.have a lovely wedding I'm done with you" Torrie snapped, with tears in her eyes before she whipped her blonde hair around and started to walk away.

"Torrie!!! wait!" Katie pleaded, Torrie just turned back at the blushing bride before she turned her back, leaving the bride standing there, with tears falling from her eyes. Katie raised her hands to her hair, before she realised she may have just lost her best friend, on her wedding day.

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Torrie continued to walk, she took off her heels as she had tears in her eyes. Torrie turned her head, at the sun in the sky. She lowered her head down before she just went down to her knees and cried feeling everything in her head just messed up. She tried to be strong, but she felt even the strength within her was now fading.

"Torrie" Tiffany said seein Torrie on the beach.

(You told her there lol)

Torrie perked up her head before she turned around to see her friend Tiffany standing there.

"Hey..I thought you...would be at the reception..." Torrie stuttered in tears.


(I read that last comment, and Torrie overboiled lol)

Tiffany sat down next to Torrie and put her arm around her.

"Nah, Laurens there and if I see her I might need to kill her" she joked.

"So wanna tell me what happened"

(No it was just perfect. lol)

"Well my husband nearly died today, and I just broke my friendship with the new Mrs Orton" Torrie spoke.

(Lol I don't mind her stealing Randy, but blaming Torrie I didn't like lol)

"Well Katie is kinda being a selfish bitch" she said.

(Now Tiff is on Katie's case lol)

Soraya looked at Candice and Kelly before sighing. "Maybe I should go talk to Katie? I don't what to say to fix this for her, but she's practically my sister now since I don't think Matt and I will be breaking up any time soon." She shrugged, looking out at the beach. "I'll be back soon."

Starting down the beach, Soraya kept walking until she finally found the Bride. "Need a friend?" She asked quietly.

Evan noticed most people had headed into the reception by now. "You guys want to head in and grab those shots?" He asked Kelly, Candice and Dave. "I think they're going to be awhile.

Torrie looked at Tiffany before she started to cry.

"I don't know...what's happening to me Tiff?" Torrie spoke as she lowered her head down.

She then felt another hand on her shoulder, and saw Candice.

"No need to tell me how much I'm a bitch, I already know" Torrie muttered to her old friend Candice.

"You're not a bitch." Candice said simply. "That would be Trish."

"Yeah. You had the right to be mad at Katie. You just went through hell and all she cares about is Brian whats his face" she told.

"I made...Trish like that..." Torrie muttered as she had tears filling in her eyes.

"No, the only one responsible for how Trish is...is herself." Candice assured her. "There's something very wrong with her, something that you are not responsible for in any way."

Torrie shook her head, as she let out a soft breath.

"No it was me, I was her best friend...and I let..her down then...I became...friends...with Katie....the same woman that Randy had affair with....it's all such a mess" Torrie muttered, with tears in her eyes.

"You became best friend's with Katie because Trish wanted nothing to do with any of us anymore." Candice reminded her. "She blocked herself off the moment Randy walked away from her. There was nothing you could have done."

Torrie lowered her head down, as she watched Candice sat down next to her.

"Trish...was like a sister to me, Candy how could she do this? why?!" Torrie cried on Candice's shoulder.

"Because unfortunately," Candice said, comforting Torrie. "The only person Trish really cares about, is herself. I mean, look how she turned her back on her own daughter."

"I know. Who could do such a thing" Tiffany said.

Torrie nodded as she lowered her head down, feeling the gentle breeze in her hair.

"Yeah, I don't know how she can do that? and...aim a gun at me...it just tears my heart and then shooting John breaks every faint chance of ever becoming friends again, and breaks my heart that she could do such a thing" Torrie muttered.

"I think she needs help." Candice shrugged. "Like professional helps, with meds and everything."

"Candice...can I ask..a question?" Torrie asked.

(Started to girly night topic in hotels)

"Sure Torrie, you can ask me anything?" Candice said.

(yay, I'm off to post then )

Torrie took in a soft breath before she turned to Candice.

"If...someone...threatened..to kill Dave, gave you a specfic thing you can't do like be the maid of honour would you...still be that friend's maid of honour?" Torrie asked softly.

Candice looked, then saw Soraya making her back over after Katie refused to talk to her.

Candice thought for a moment. "Um...probably not. Dave's the air I breathe, he's a vital part of me. I mean, the only person I'd be Maid of Honor for would be Kelly, I'm guessing, so she'd understand...I'd hope."

"What are we talking about?" Soraya said, sitting down on the other side of Candice.